random thoughts

fridays are empty. even worse if your other half is not around. JC please hurry back. i need to drive you.

i have elevated to a whole new level in the play truant department. never have i in the boring-est class ever ever ever just walk out. literally packed my bag in the middle of lecture and left. but yesterday i did. to make things worse, i sat in the 1st row. right under his nostrils. but i did plan my escape. there were few loose papers under the desk and a pencil - which someone conveniently left it for my great escape. scattered the papers and pencil across my desk to make it seem like im just going for a loo break. but my inconveniently big bag gave it away. im pretty sure he knew that i wasnt gonna come back. but whatever. it was first day of class anyway. he was just yapping away about GDP growth and the difference between economic growth and economic development. ill just give him some girly excuse the next time i see him. ohhh but the guilt that came later was overwhelming making it even more worth it.

on something completely unrelated, i think having a relationship is like having a car. the responsibility that comes with it. you have to care, love and trust. i am whole when i have my car. now that i dont have JC (shes in a car hospital @ the mechanic), i feel part of me is missing. i guess thats how it feels to be in a relationship. ure complete when u have ure person but when the end comes, ure half again. thats gotta hurt.