of an empty house

you know, the thing with holiday is that its fun when everyone around you are on holiday too. it doesnt give maximum utility when u have it alone. unless youre a sleezy potato couch whos ultimate desire is to sleeeez on the couch with some chips all day long watching non-stop soap rerun or something loserish on tele. for the the past one half week of my holiday was all about fun fun fun. not for a single moment i felt the creeping feeling of having to drag me back to the land of unholy, starting my quest for knowledge all over again, cuz my time was filled with having people around me doing stuff (maybe not all fun at times). but come monday all the sh*ty feeling that was stashed somewhere unknown came creeping back. heres 3 reasons why.

checked the results of my 'hardwork' burning the midnight oil for the two weeks i had in between papers. 1 paper i barely made it thru (fiuhhhhhhh thank god hes not gonna have to see my face again) and the rest are mediocre. a thought came to mind "man aleee, u gotta slosh ur way thru next semester if u still wanna be in the game. dont be slothful" which i get all the time right after checking my results. but im still what i was in my 1st year. strike one!

jeda took the midnight flight back to her waiting husband yang dah gerhana bulan dan bintang itu. its only been a month bro. well, i gained the pleasure of maximum utility of sleeping in a double bed alone again. but it sucks.thats two.

i woke up this morning to a tidy right side of my bed and a tidy bed on my left.great. an empty room and house. twas raining when i got up and its still is. went down to a dull breakfast table. oh life of emptiness has come back. called mom to be informed that she has to be in the office for a meeting at 11. went back to my room and started frantically dialing trusted people's number to make the feelng go away. izza picked up but too mamai to talk. the others still in slumber, but the person i can count on called back. thanks soz. thats strike 3.

hmmmm wheres that flee infested bushy smelly cat that i love. bebehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mana lu?

BERSIH (Coalition for Clean and Fair Elections)

The 2007 Bersih Rally was a rally held in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, on November 10, 2007. Event organizers intended to have a peaceful, non-violent rally, advising participants in the days and weeks beforehand how to keep the rally peaceful. However the rally was marred by government sanctioned police violence. The aim of this walk was to campaign for electoral reform. It was precipitated by allegations of corruption and discrepancies in the Malaysian election system that heavily favor the ruling political party, Barisan Nasional, which has been in power since Malaysia achieved its independence in 1957.

BERSIH demanded :

1. Usage of Indelible Ink. (which has already been agreed to by the Electoral Commission).
This makes it much more difficult to commit electoral fraud by lodging more than one vote.

2. Clean-up of Registered Voters Roll.
The removal of, for example, deceased people from the Registered Voters Roll. Such erroneous entries are too easily abused for fraudulent electoral gain.

3. Abolition of Postal Votes.
These too are easily abused. The majority of postal votes at Malaysian elections come from Malaysian Public Servants working overseas as diplomats or peace keepers. It has been suggested that these public servants are routinely bullied into voting for a particular candidate by their employer.

4. Access to the Government controlled print and broadcast media for Opposition Parties.
This is perhaps the most important demand made by BERSIH. Opposition parties need the same access to Newspapers and Television that is afforded to the Government if they are to effectively communicate their policies to the Malaysian people.


These demands have been incorporated into the Memorandum for submission to Seri Paduka Baginda Yang Di-Pertuan Agong. The points can be seen on yellow BERSIH T-shirts worn by many participants during the rally. Yellow is the color that has been chosen to represent the BERSIH movement.

Retrieved from website on Nov 19, 2007.http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2007_Bersih_rally

Malaysian / catfight

watch wong (tall, chinese guy with specs) closely.

2 questions: wht are they fighting abt ? whos side are u on ?

party

dear loves,

what u guys did for me is the sweetest thing. i really dint expect it to come. i love yall so much and i know how much effort u guys put in to make it happen. thanks a bunch!! i promise i will write something longer about the party after the finals. i swear swear (air suweeeeee... kecek klate sket) i will. and i had FUN FUN FUN!

sign,
aleee aka ah toy

of age

currently watching:



omg. im turning 21 in exactly 10 days. how time flies man. i cant imagine im THERE. where all the (supposedly) fun in life begins. freedom (as in driving license), maturity (nahhhhh dont think im ther yet), love, relationships, the few years left to be under mom n dad's bank accounts. i used to envy my sisters when they were where im now. its funner when u were the spectator. proly cuz you grow bored of doing the same thing. or proly cuz u make believe that freedom is fun when u want it, but when u have it, its nothing more than just doing stuff at your own pace, and later u just have to have more. but i know 1 thing i wont be bored of. my ability to drive like alonso (as dubbed by nikhanis). weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i guess what im trying to say is that when i look back, i cant say that my life is fulfilled. there are many things that i want to do, but havent gotten the opportunity to do it (blame it on the passive genes in me.. LOL). have yet to make a list of things to do in life, but i have a vague idea.
1. travel the world
2. go to a war torn country (but im afraid of wounds..hmmm)
3. make a difference in someone's life
4. shop til i max the credit card (oppps i dont believe in interest rate, debit card sounds better)
5. cut the baby fat (LOL.. still in denial its not baby fat)
6. go skinny dipping in sungai pahang (or any lake or sungai for that matter)
7. go for non-stop movie marathon
8. volunteer for a cause that i believe in

hmm. i cant think of anything else for now.
ive been really busy with assignments n the anxious feeling of final exams (cant think straight when im anxious). i really wana do something fun on my birthday. throw a party and dance the night away (my mom wud sooo kill me!) or have a great dinner party, or something. it is my 21st birthday anyway. its the mark of adulthood, ushering yourself to something bigger than just sending in homework on time or study hard and get good grades. LOL who am i kidding. im still doing that (excluding the latter). but anywho, i want to get out of this feeling of content. i want more.

sign,
aleee.

The Crying Britney fan Chris Crocker - Leave Britney Alone !

ive thought of it, n i cnt seem to thnk of wat to say of this.

expect the unexpected

i know the title's kinda lame. but who cares. neway, i just wanna tell u girls that my mom is officially pregnant. check that out people. haha.
i was totally freaked out when she told me that. didn't know how to react. i mean..imagine having another baby brother/sister (the gender is still unknown) at 21! that's freaky no? and i kinda think that my dad's not really excited about it because everytime we talk about the baby, he's like so tak layan. i guess he's freaking out too. i wasn't happy at first but i think i'm getting used to it now.
woohoo!! i'm gonna have a baby soon. hehe.

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan ke-50

Cool Slideshows!

Pictures : The Star Online website, www.thestar.com.my

For those who missed the show at Merdeka Square, these are some footage to show how Malaysian we areeeeee. The colours, cultures and everythinggggg is soooo wonderful. If you didnt kno, these were the people that came from across their country and celebrated 50th Merdeka Day with us (to be exact, with our King and Ministers only lerrrr):

Philippine President Gloria Macapagal Arroyo
Sultan of Brunei Hassanal Bolkiah
British Prince Andrew
Thailand's Crown Price Maha Vajiralongkorn
Thai Prime Minister Surayud Chulanont
Singapore Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong

Eventho we've reached 50 years of Independence, we have a long way to go in the attempt to succeed into the rapid development that our country is facing now. Given the changes, one must be truthful, sincere and determined to lead. Not only that, protect the interest of the public
(maslahah), educate the young generations in becoming future successor, eliminate poverty and ensure fair distribution of wealth, curb corruption and deception.

Most of us are still living and boosting about how great our previous warriors & rulers have been in the past but fail to come out n build a better and greater nation than them. I kno all dis seems to be a huge burden but as Muslims (or Non-muslim for dat matter), we must strive and struggle together to fulfill the objectives of Independence and adhere to the spirit of Rukunegara.

After that, all is hissstooorrrryyyyyyyyyyy~

Explorace 2007, 18th Aug

EXPLORACE 2007. Held by BACC and Rakan Muda.

where da hell is our cert. hamper kitorang mane?

eventho watever happend dat day happend, its nice n refreshing to see SKAs getting out of hibernation and join this once a year. FULL of Spirit! Thanks to our dedicated Leader - Nik Hanis Nik Fauzi, we all managed to race ourselves to the TOP. haha exaggerating but we deserve it watt! hehe and all this chudnt have happen smoothly w.o the rest of the team's effort. Gotha push, push and keep on pushing! congratssss

Negarakuku by NameWee with English Translation (Re-Open)

SKAs, lets reply him back!